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February 5th, 2008 by blueppy-butterfly

it’s kinda funny how dis world can treat me like a freak in a slideshow. i’m a diamond in the sand. my life’s like trying to swallow a pinecone. i keep puffin til ma lips turn white n ma chest gets tight. but the fuck who really cares when u’re so far left that even death is right. all i can do is hope for the best n pray that it gets a little better than yesterday.

no much more

January 11th, 2008 by blueppy-butterfly

I Love You
With my every breath,
With all I have left,
From the deepest depths,
Of my heart, I love you.

With all of my strength,
With a thousand miles’ length,
Every thought I think,
I think that I love you.

For the length of forever,
As long as we’re together,
Through good and bad weather,
For always, I love you.

When no one is there,
When you think no one cares,
When love seems too rare,
Remember, I love you.

When everything’s gone,
When all has withdrawn,
When hopelessness dawns,
Don’t forget, I love you.

When you fall down,
When your dreams come unwound,
When hope can’t be found,
Be happy, I love you.

When you make mistakes,
When you’re filled with hate,
When you’re old and gray,
Even then, I’ll love you.

Until the very end of days,
Until God takes my breath away,
Until death separates our ways,
Even after then, I LOVE YOU!

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No much more than the sweet words, just the sweet words. And the sweet words not always true, not always make you happy but they can make you feel so bad too, even can hurt n break your heart. I’ve just learned it. Just let it rain, let the rain erase your pain. Although the rain can’t make your feeling to be happy, at least the rain can erase your pain, and erase all of your pain if it’s the big rain. Life goes on. Wheel always turns arround and arround.  The sun still shines. The moon and the stars still always light your dark night. Walk on your life. Just be you the way you are. Dont need to change for nobody. You’re incredible, anyone can see that. When will you believe that? You are nothing but exceptional.

Keep trying to always smile when you face the bad even the worst thing in your life and accept all the things in your life the way it should gonna be..

:( –> ;)

insane

November 1st, 2007 by blueppy-butterfly

-In the gloomy night-

Saat bulan enggan menyapa dan apartemen merah termenung terdiam dan membisu tanpa sepatah kata pun.. GONJ keluar dari peradabannya yang fana. Duduk santai memandang dan bercengkrama dengan angkasa yang suram, muram tak berbintang.
Gonj : “doh..bosen… pengen nelpon… tp nelpon sopo yho??”
Sayup-sayup, dari peradaban lain terdengar sahutan balasan dan tanggapan dari seseorang yang namanya tidak boleh disebut ( nama : mawar.. baca : GOBZ! ).
Gobz : “telpon gobhe aja jreng…haha”
Spontaneous suddenlicious gonj berseru dengan lantang tegas lugas akurat dan terpercaya
Gonj : “WUUUUU..!! WUEGUAHH TENAN..!!”
Gobz hanya bisa tertawa terkikik hampir tercekek..ngek!

Sedangkan dari sudut biru dunia lain terdengar lengkingan gonggongan dan erangan dari sesosok makhluk yang menyebut dirinya MARTHA (baca : Eek!) sambil memegang kaleng softdrink coca-cola yang merknya disamarkan. (py tho?!?!)
Entah terbesit darimana, mereka (baca : gonj n eek kuwi!) sudah terlibat dalam suatu perbincangan serius bin jayus antar kota yaitu Yogya dan Cilegon melalui invisible channel (baca : hape vs kaleng!)

Berikut perbincangannya. gonj dan eek dalam jarak 1 meter (baca : eek di cilegon, gonj di yogya)
Eek : “ge ngopo cu..??”
Gonj : “ge bosen kie ek…kost sepi hampa dan gundah gulana bgt ne..”
Eek : “wah aq ge dirumah nie,,,soalnya Oxfordku lg libur summer time..hehe”
Gonj : “wha,,aq dsini ge ga libur jhe,,biasanya sii liburnya bukan pas summer time,,hehe.. tapi pas musim duren Ek,,hahaha”

Gobz tiba2 keluar dr kamar kozt. Sambil mengoleskan selai fruitmix ke roti prambarunya dy berteriak “GELAAAAAA…”

Kemudian.

Eek : “whe,,,suara sapa e itu??”
Gonj : “si gobhe thu..”
Eek : “eh,,salam yho buat gobhe”
Gobz : “woy…salam balik dah,,hehe”
Percakapan mulai memanas (kompor kalee!!)
Eek : “aduh..kangen…jadi pengen balik ke kozt nee…aq terbang sekarang yha…waiting 4 me..”
Gobz : “oke,,ntar dibandara mw dijemput pke apa Ek? Jaguar? Lamborgini? Mercy? Mercedes benz 30 kursi? Audi TT? Maseratti? Nissan terrano? BMW? Timor? apa Honda Jazz aja?
Eek : “Ferrari kita kemana?”
Gobz : “oh, ferrarinya kemaren dah dicolong orang e,,udah,,biarin aja,,amal..huekekek”
Gonj : “ho oh,,bulan puasa,,perbanyak amal,,pertebal iman,,hehe”
Eek : “iya juga se..lagian kan Ferrari kita kgk ada mesinnya,,jd sama aja seh..iya gak?”
Gobz : “yha…100 buat anda!! Hehehe mobil2 yang laen kan juga sama aja parahnya..”
Gonj : “ya gaklah..masa sama parahnya?!?!? Lebih parah lage!!wakakak”
Eek : “yha..parah2 gitu..qt masi punya BMW (baca : Becax Merah Warnanya)”

…….
Zink…
Zank kazank kazank
Zonk kozonk kozonk

Gobz tiba2 tersadarkan dari lamunan fana yang menyesatkan menjerumuskan dan menajongkan serta menjijaykan {cuih cuih}
Gobz : “hoy……….sadar oyyyyyyy……..cukup teman!!cukup!!cukup sudah!! Hentikan semua tragedi ini!! Hoex, pengen muntah!”
Gonj dan martha hanya dapat memandang ke arah gobz dengan tatapan… (apakah benar mitos bengong bisa bikin ayam tetangga mati?)  iklan kacang kayaking….kong loe!! Wakakakakakakakak
lololololololol

swt!!
Selesailah sudah percakapan 3 orang teladan (baca :telah edan)

created by. gobz, gonj, n eex

+0d4y

January 13th, 2007 by blueppy-butterfly

"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That’s why
it’s called the present! "

Don’t worry about Ur next day..

Juzt follow it..

Why Worry?

There are only two things in life to worry about:

Whether you are well
or whether you are sick.

If you are well,
then there is nothing to worry about.

But if you are sick,
there are only two things to worry about:

Whether you are going to get well
or whether you are going to die.

If you get well,
then there is nothing to worry about.

But if you die,
there are only two things to worry about:

Whether you are going to go to heaven
or whether you are going to go to hell.

If you go to heaven,
then you have nothing to worry about.

But if you go to hell,
you’ll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends,

What you won’t have time to worry!
So, Why Worry?

Life goes on,,

puisi bwt seseorang (yaikz)

October 28th, 2006 by blueppy-butterfly

"BIG LOVELY MOMMY"…

taukah apa yang kami rasakan..??

sadarkah apa yang telah kau berikan kepada kami..??

segores penderitaan yang kau torehkan dalam mangkuk kebahagiaan kami..

semua janji-janjimu adalah dusta!!

semua nasihatmu adalah muslihat!!

semua bujuk-rayumu adalah bullshit!!

tidak adakah barang secercah cahaya cinta didalam lubuk hatimu..??!!

sudah layukah pohon cinta yang selama ini seharusnya kau rekahmekarkan..??

tak pernah kusangka sebelumnya..

semua tidak seperti yang pernah kami bayangkan..

akhir yang menyedihkan..

sangat menyedihkan..

tidak bisakah kau melihat kami bahagia untuk beberapa detik saja..??

butuh waktu untuk membangun kebahagiaan itu..

tapi hanya dengan jentikkan jari, kau ubah semua itu di depan mata kami..

semua sirna..

hilang sudah,,

pergi bersama kelapnya sang awan hitam..

                                                                            created by. Gobz n Nane

(=’o'=)

January 20th, 2006 by blueppy-butterfly

You Are My Friend And I Hope
You Know That’s True.
No Matter What Happens
I Will Stand Right By You.

In Times Of Grief
I Will Give You Belief.
I’ll Be There For You
Whenever You Are In Need.
To Lend You A Hand
To Do A Good Deed.

So Just Call On Me When
You Need Me, My Friend!
I Will Always Be There For You
Right To The End!

Best Friends Forever!